Sweating the small stuff

It's amazing to me how quickly one can go from excitement about what Father has done to apprehension about the future.  I'm embarrassed to admit that this is often the case with me.  When I look back over how He has provided for me since I put my trust in Him in 1997, he has come through time and again in a big, big way.  Yet here I sit, six weeks from our return to Asia, concerned about some of the details of our return.  Will I ever learn? :)